So basically, at 24, this it the rest of my life, huh?

wtc how is ur walking now? how long have u been on piz for?

Hi Sarah - iā€™m on 3 tablets of piz at night so 1.5mg. I take this around 9pm.

My walking is so much better, i rarely feel like iā€™m walking on water or being pushed and pulled, or suddenly falling. This still happens occasionally, but it is so much better than before.

I will also say that with time, you learn to function with the worst bits of migraine, sometimes you have awful days but the majority of the time, you are ok. As long as you eat well, sleep well, take your meds and stay active as possible (This is still only walking for me.)

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ā€” Begin quote from ā€œNickWatkinsā€

Sites/forums like these are just so disheartening. Theyā€™re meant to help, I know, but all they do is suck the hope right out of you. I see so many members who joined this forum in 2004, 2005, 2006, and theyā€™re still visiting the site in April 2014, asking the same desperate, unanswered questions they were a decade ago.

ā€” End quote

The ones who get well are less likely to come back to post than those that have ongoing problems - so even if 90% of patients initially diagnosed with migrainous vertigo were sent into remission, the forum would not reflect that. So you canā€™t conclude that nobody gets better!

True. Lots of people get better, and donā€™t come back and post.

Iā€™ve had this since 2005, and Iā€™m one of the rare examples of somebody who canā€™t completely get ā€˜itā€™ under control.

Iā€™ve had some years with very low symptoms, some with hardly any at all. Currently, Iā€™m in a stretch of better periods and worse periods.

Iā€™m currently in South Africa for work, and my schedule of lots of travel at the moment has made me feel atrocious and is not conducive to this condition. Right now, Iā€™m rocking swaying and feel about as rough as you can get. But Iā€™ll push on, get some rest soon and hopefully brings things back to a manageable level. I found it very hard, but just take one day at a time. You canā€™t control the future.

Most get this nailed and forget about it, the majority get it managed. Keep on pushing.

Hi All,

Iā€™m new to this blog but itā€™s been so great reading that there is the possibility of recovery.

Iā€™m 28 now and had my symptoms start in July last year with them becoming increasingly worse for 6 months or so - it started off with a vertigo attach and after that there have been imbalance, dizziness, head pressure, ā€˜tiltingā€™ and also a related anxiety situation where I was even afraid to leave the house on my own.

My workplace were very understanding and I somehow managed to get 6-7 months off work for recovery - I was very grateful for this as I thought I just needed some time and I also got married in May this year! My symptoms (and attitude) got much better during my break and the wedding went well, after which I returned to work. I was fine for the first 2/3 weeks using a phased return although it was a stressful time of the year to join - during this time I was totally happy travelling to work and had my confidence return at being on my own again. As soon as my hormone cycle hit and I went back to normal hours (the week coincided between the two), I felt I could no longer get on the trains and my health has generally been on a downhill curve since.

Unfortunately, Iā€™ve had to resign as I am not able to fulfill my duties effectively and feel that I need to find some part time work in order to decrease the stress and the travelling. This has been really difficult as I really enjoy my job (as far as jobs go) and on days I feel ok, I start panicking over whether Iā€™ve made the right decision and feel like taking back my resignation - this isnā€™t helping my stress levels.

Has anyone had any experience of part time work making them feel better? I am also worried about being able to get a decent part time job (even though I have a pretty good CV) and worried about how they will react to my taking sick days etc.

Has anyone had any experience of switching to part time work that helped?

I think itā€™s very important to make your work place understand and see if you can work from home - that way if you go in on days where itā€™s truly necessary such as meetings, etc - the rest of the time you can work from home - if you profession allows.

Then as you recover, you can look to going back into full time work x

Hi Nick, i just wanted to say even if you dont get to 100% things get better and you learn to adjust. I was really chronically bad, i never had a moment without rocking, spinning, tiiting so badly i thought someone was lifting the bed and i was slipping off. I had nystagmus on a number of occassions the first was the worst and the catalyst for the vertigo. ( i stilll get it occasionally) HOWEVER i am alot better, i can sleep without tilting, i rock sometimes but not as badly, i can function a lot more and have some good days. You have to let it go, stop worrying and say F-ck it, i have this, it could be worse ā€¦ I obsessed with a cure, meds and wanted a time frame as when i would get better. After i let all that go, and didnt put pressure on myself things gradually improved, when im feeling bad i take it easy and do the minimum. You are young im 40+ so it hard as life should be care free and easy for you, but having said that your recovery should be better as your brain is also younger and can adapt a lot better than an older brain. Movement and exercise will help you, do what you can without going over board, it helps retrain your brain and feels like hell in the beginning but slowly daily, do it. I find a computer screen screws me up so i limit time on it. Lifestyle is a big thing, be as healthy as you can, early nights if nothings on, good fresh food, water, etc and relax. Im not a 100% and maybe i never will be but life goes on, time goes by and time is what will make you better and yeah many people recovery totally and never write about it cause it gone, a distant memory and they are off enjoying life and most of them are younger like you, so dont have a time frame but know more than likely odds are you will get back to normal it just going to be shitful before you turn the corner.

becd what kind of treatment have you had? what has helped?

Iā€™m feeling about 65-90% better currently (it varies depending on barometric pressure, which appears to be my main trigger).

If I keep improving, Iā€™ll post my success story in the next few weeks. There is hope!

Itā€™s been awhile! So I was put on zoloft and ssri like u mentioned above and I am so much betterā€¦not 100% but I am functioning and drivingā€¦I tried to stop taking it and went right back to where I was so I deff think itā€™s what has helpedā€¦Iā€™m supposed to be taking topamax but havenā€™t yet because Iā€™m worried about the side effectsā€¦the dizzy is still there sometimes but itā€™s weirdā€¦like when Iā€™m going through my daughters closet Iā€™ll feel like itā€™s sucking me in or if I get over heated or looking downā€¦but I can deal with it however when Iā€™m driving I still have problems and driving at night is still out of the questionā€¦the headlights from other cars make my eyes tight and pull and then go crossedā€¦so Iā€™m going to go up to 50mg on the zoloft and maybe the topamaxā€¦Iā€™m wondering if itā€™s seratonin deficiency? Itā€™s expensive to test for so most of the time they will dx based on symptomsā€¦so look that upā€¦I know Iā€™ll never feel ā€œnormalā€ again but Iā€™m so much betterā€¦has anyone else had problems driving at night or found a way around it? The time change is about to happen and then it will be dark earlier and I have to pick my kids up from practiceā€¦I have to find a solution soon but I am so thankful to have some control back in my life

Hi All,

As I mentioned before, Iā€™ve had this for over a year now. However, my main obstacle at the moment is just my fear of going out on my own - Iā€™ve developed some kind of agoraphobia, which the neurologist said was entirely normal for someone with a dizziness condition. If anyone has a way of beating this (other than just forcing yourself to go out!) Iā€™d be very grateful if you could share this. I donā€™t have much will power and am quite chicken with difficult situations :S

That being said, Iā€™ve managed to do alot of things this year without much disruption from this awful condition - including getting married and travelling. I have had to quit my job as it was getting quite stressful and this had an effect of increasing my symptoms such that i felt that i was back to starting point.
Iā€™m now on the hunt for a part time job with a closer location.

For anyone looking for suitable meds - I am currently on Dosulepin. I have certain conditions that prevent me from taking the other drugs suggested (low blood pressure, underweight, PCOS). However, these meds have helped me SO much! I could feel a difference pretty much as soon as I started taking them (around Feb this year). :smiley:

Hope this helps somewhat!

Itā€™s really awful - and even worse because you look fine on the outside, people think you are fine! :frowning:

how long have you had this condition?

Been on topamax a few days nowā€¦i havenā€™t noticed any side effects yet so Iā€™m hopefulā€¦I go to the dctr tm for a recheck on my medsā€¦and I finally got the 1-2-3 heal your headache bookā€¦Iā€™m telling u if u havenā€™t read it u need toā€¦my library got it for me and I actually sat and read the whole thingā€¦it was an eye opener I didnā€™t realize my neck and back pain could be my migraineā€¦it was like he wrote the book for meā€¦if you havenā€™t read it find itā€¦itā€™s amazing and actually made me feel hopefulā€¦Iā€™ve felt yucky lately but also been slipping on my dietā€¦but for a couple months I felt greatā€¦now Iā€™m hoping the topamax will even it all outā€¦my daughter is a cheerleader and the first game is coming upā€¦the thought of sitting with all those people and lights is terrifying so I hope it calms down by thenā€¦I want to live my lifeā€¦we canā€™t give up!

Iā€™ve been telling myself all day today that Iā€™ll go out for dinner with my friends tonight but I just canā€™t work up the courage to do so! Havenā€™t left our house since last saturday and itā€™s so frustrating though I feel like iā€™m not doing anything to help myself either :frowning:

Hope you managed to sit through the cheerleading :slight_smile:

Could you let me know some more details of the book (I live in the UK so might be a bit more difficult to find here!)ā€¦

Thanks!

mine started in 1998 and iā€™ve been to numerous specialist without much help, the migrains are less frequent but the vertigo and anxiety/panic attacs still keep me at home most of the time. one specialist with a phd told me that the inner ear is a complex area and there is a lot they still dont understand about it. he said for me the best they can hope is that it will just go away on itā€™s own like it has for many of his other patients. that was over 10 years ago and it hasnā€™t gone away.
i used to travel, take vacations, go to public events around lots of people. NOT ANY MORE ! just recently was talking with some family members about going out of town on a fishing trip, just thinking about it braught on an attack that lasted several days, i imediatly backed out. iā€™m just so happy that i got my disability approved so that i can can survive financialy because i dont see how anyone can work a full time job with the symptoms i have.
maby youā€™ll be one of the lucky ones that it just goes away on it;'s own. we know how you feel. wish you the best !

Thanks paulj!

Sorry to hear that youā€™ve been suffering for so long! It really sucksā€¦

Mine is at a stage where it comes and goes a bit - I am feeling more positive now (until another attack hits and then Iā€™m back to being a scaredy cat again!).
Itā€™s so difficult to explain how you feel to the people around you that have never had to even think about leaving the house on account of being ill. Theyā€™re all very supportive but only people who have been through it can really understand.

I hope they figure out a solution to this soon! :frowning:

I noticed Nick hasnā€™t posted in this thread since May? Does anyone know how he is doing now? Nick if you see this I have a question for you, have you tried not using any computer/tv screens and using only incandescent light bulbs for a period of 2-3 days? Avoiding all LED and florescent lighting?

I noticed you said you were on this forum 8 hours a day at one point, I am wondering if unnatural light could be one of your triggers? If it is you could be surrounded by it daily without even realizing itā€¦I get severe symptoms from any LED lighting and almost as bad symptoms from florescent lighting. LED puts me in a constant state of Vertigo for days after just 15 minutes.

Hope your doing well,

Jesse

Computers for an extended period of time set off my symptoms as well - i noticed my symptoms came back with a vengeance when i went back to work after 8 month sick leave (i have a computer based job), and even after this if i sit on the computer too long.

Iā€™ve read on a different forum that a few people have the same issues with computers too.

SSDIZZY the book ā€˜heal your headacheā€™ is really easy to find in the UK - i got mine on Amazon when all of this started. Itā€™s really important that you force yourself to do just one 5 minute walk on your own a day - when i first got this i just walked once round the pavement outside my house - close to home, with my phone. It was scary, iā€™ll admit this feeling is like no other - and incomparable for someone who hasnā€™t felt it; but you have to keep moving. Even on days when i couldnā€™t walk at all, i would ensure i staggered outside the front door and atleast 50m away and back. If you seize up your brain wonā€™t learn to compensate and you will feel worse - itā€™s so important.

Also, keep remembering that you WILL get better - the brain needs to calm, and a combination of time, medication and diet will do this.

Make sure you get the Heal Your Headache book - and adhere to the diet as best you can - it helps! No citrus, chocolate (white chocolate is fine), caffeine, alcohol, msg, cheese, avocado, rasberry, beans, onionsā€¦ these are the main things.

Best of luck!

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Thanks whosthatchick,

Iā€™ve actually been feeling so much better for the last few months and agoraphobia seemed like my main problem.
However, today I almost had vertigo again (I felt like the room was just about to start spinning but didnā€™t - a sensation i havenā€™t felt for months) and my balance and dizziness was so bad after. It feels like just as you are getting better, it finds a way to knock you down again. Iā€™ve had this condition for 1.5 years now (since July '13) and it just feels like SO unbearably long. I know I should feel lucky that it isnā€™t more serious and Iā€™ve been reminding myself of that but itā€™s so difficult when you canā€™t get out of bed.

Iā€™m sorry for the rant - just having a particularly bad day.

Iā€™ve got the book you mentioned and will start reading it asap. Has anything in particular worked for you?