Derealisation / disconnected

Hi Laura hows the hives ? did you go down on Effexor ?

hives are better, not totally gone, but I am only taking antihistamines once every two days (versus 3 times everyday!). I have not started the process of going down, neuro told me to wait a month with the new generic to see (150mg tablet). But since hives have gone down, I do think it was the previous generic that gave me the hives. They were all over. So maybe is not the venlafaxine itself but the generic?

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Unfortunately the light I bought isnā€™t sold on amazon. :disappointed: If you search for ā€œinfraredā€ on this forum you will see my original post and there is a link to the product if you are interested. Iā€™m also use a home-made intranasal infrared light that I also think helps get at the trigeminal nerve. I definitely look weird, like Rudolph the Red-nosed reindeer with a light up my nose! But it really helps me get relax and get to sleep, no joke. I was surprised.

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I am seeing someone for a second opinion and will ask about this drug Iā€™m actually exhausted taking all these meds now with little to no relief :sob:

Thanks so much Eric

I see a new neuro next month so Iā€™m hoping to get some fresh ears on it . What dose of topamax are you at now ?

Did Zoloft do anything ? Iā€™ve heard so many actually get relief from it so odd how weā€™re all diff

Amyā€¦you do very well tolerating meds i think so you have several optionsā€¦a lot of people get relief from Topiramate but just cant hack itā€¦you may be able to.
It was one of the 1st drugs i tried just couldnt cope with it.
Jo x

For years since chronic MAV I felt I had to relearn balance every morning as I got up. Took me minutes to get to sitting up in bed, tiny inch by inch. As I take immediate release drug did wonder if first thing thereā€™s none left in your system to cope. For me all this cleared completely after long long time a couple of months back. Found I could hop out of bed as I did pre-MAV. Since recent relapse/attacks itā€™s back. Even on meds. My attacks have always started first thing on waking. Are we more vulnerable then. Must be some reason. Helen

Yesā€¦im the same as you Helen. I dread the first part of the morningā€¦put it this wayā€¦i dont go to bed the way i get out of it!!!
Jo x

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Thanks jo I donā€™t think I did Iā€™m tbe beggining but my tolerance is higher now so will c what the second specialist says Iā€™m just exhausted not having anyone who knows what to do with me :grimacing:

I know how you feel i really doā€¦Nov 17th 2014 my MAV became chronic and its only recently im now on a cocktail of treatment and meds that are doing me some goodā€¦its a long hard slog!!! And then some!!!

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not at all, zoloft made me feel worse

Best of luck on new dose, I had the greatest benefit once I got onto this dose, itā€™ll be worth the move up. Only side effect at that dose was extra night sweats but benefit of 75mg so worth it. Keep us posted.

Thatā€™s me too Joanne! Mornings are the worst, however they have gotten better than they were. The fear of sitting up in the mornings may always forever be with meā€¦ terrifying.

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Yes im with you thereā€¦its the first thing i think of when i wake up. Have i got a headache? Am i going to be dizzy? Its so hard to move away from this illness
So glad you are improving you deserve it
Jo x

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Iā€™m at 50mg and will probably stay here for a while.

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Thanks so much jo Iā€™ve been an emotional wreck all week it is beyond exhausting I know you all get it thank god for this group! Iā€™m so happy ur feeling some relief lord knows u deserve it ! :heart:

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Amy, so sorry to hear things have been rough. I hope you get some relief soon and find it constructive to see a new doctor. Maybe you need a different medication or treatment plan; I really wish there was something concrete I could offer to help. I really sympathize and emphathize with your frustration at not feeling progress. However, Iā€™m going to be annoying and mention that you have come a long way from the worst days (I think). Still, I think it is very reasonable to want to feel much better, in fact to feel normal and 100%. So I will have my fingers crossed for you and will be interested to hear what your next steps are.

Thanks @lsengara I really appreciate I am not where I was I think for me this walking around feeling like in a bubble is the most unbearable sensation I donā€™t feel real and I feel I am losing my life as I donā€™t feel present I appreciate Iā€™m not in bed anymore but Iā€™ve had this 14months now and feel I should be further along after all this time . I donā€™t think the med is helping as much as it could but I guess Iā€™ll have to wait and see what the specialist says :pray:t3:

Swap the ā€˜monthsā€™ for ā€˜yearsā€™ and I could say the same. They do say, if wishes were horses, beggars would ride. Everyone would sooo love to recover in the twinkling of an eye, but I think itā€™s very easy to consider what progress one has made as a failure and become downcast if one compares it to some arbitrary target. So try to keep positive, and keep hunting. Helen

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