Hello all -
I am new to this board as I only a week ago was diagnosed with MAV. Before that time I had, like all of you, been on a roller coaster of wrong diagnoses and utter confusion about what my life was becoming. I finally was fed up the the fractionalized medical system where no doctor could look beyond their spelialty and put the pieces together, so went to Chicago to see the Dr. Hain the wonderful “dizzy doctor” and ended up seeing his understugy Dr. Cherchi who I think is the smartest, most humble doctor I have ever met. After looking at my many pages of medical records, and spending an hour and ten minutes with me and my husband, he made his diagnosis. Dr. Hain came in as well and confirmed the diagnosis. I"m still only beginning to understand what this is that has turned my life upside down.
Last Sept. 07 i experienced what I thought was my normal reaction to every allergy season - dizziness. I, after all, live in Nashville Tn which is one of the worst places in the country for allergies. My mom has allergies and I’d been tested 9 years ago and told that I had them too. I just thought that my reaction manifested itself in this odd way. Only this time, the dizziness stayed and has pretty much been consistent for a year now. I’ve had periods that are more managable than others. Right now I’m in a worse one, but am about to start Topamax. I am afraid of this drug as I am very sensitive to side effects and I know that Topamax has many. I have ADHD and am already someone who gets confused and distracted easily, so it worries me. I also do not want to feel druggds, as I feel that way all the time already. I couldn’t tolerate much worse.
I just want to believe from fellow suffers that there is hope even if the Topamax doesn’t work. It’s okay with me if I don’t feel perfect, I just want to be functional. Like several of you who’s post i have read, I’m an athlete who has always been addicted to exercise and I also have two small children that I adore. I used to be such a fun and spontanious mom. I’m not so much anymore. I am so tired all the time it’s just crazy. We would have tried for another child if this hadn’t happened. Now I’m 39 and I cannot imagine having another child while suffering from this illness. So now i just want to be a good mother to the two wonderful kids I have.
Thanks for your time and I"d love to hear back.
Molly