This past week I have had HORRIBLE MAV - anxiety, the dizzies, tinnitus, you name it. All because of workplace stress!! (see my post below). I was doing SO well. My MAV was controlled, I was happy, managing what I did get with ease, I even managed to go to an outdoor U2 concert and then all of a sudden…BAM! The stress and anxiety was more than I could bear and I get slammed! Right now I am at work, just spent the last 15 minutes sitting in the toilet trying to control the rocking sensation. I dont want them to know I’m back to square one just like I was in February when I had to go on disability. More ammunition for them to let me go.
I HATE THIS DISEASE! I am frustrated, depressed, and just plain sick and tired of all med trials - try this, try that, nope, that didnt work, so back again to something different.
Sorry for my vent but you’re the only folks that understand…AAAAAGGG!!!