Welcome to the forum, @Confused! 
Everyone here is super friendly and eager to help, so you’re in good company! If you haven’t yet, make sure to check out the Welcome Topic here: Welcome to mvertigo and the posting guidelines here: Please read this before posting.
You’re definitely not alone in your journey with dizziness and it sounds like you’ve been through quite a lot. There are many supportive folks here who can relate to your experiences, and together, you might find some helpful insights or strategies.
Feel free to share more about your situation or ask any questions—this is a safe space!