Hi Joe,
I had the ENG, calorics etc. done 3 times over the years. All were not pleasant at all.
The calorics (water in the ears) sent me into severe vertigo each time, in fact, I couldnt complete the last one. This was supposed to be a good sign! The vertigo lasted nearly an hour, I remember sitting outside the hospital in London, saying to my husband, how was I going to get home. When I went in for it the nurse said to me “I can assure you, you will go out feeling just the same as when you came in”, what a b… lie!
My first set of ENT tests done when I was 20, said I had menieres that had burnt itself out. I had 54 per cent ear parasis, not sure what that means. All my tests have not been totally conclusive. On one set of tests I showed right beating nystagmus on all of them. My ECOG (hole in the ear test) showed 60 per cent (over 35 is supposed to be endolymphatic hydrops (fluid, same as menieres really). I showed slight loss of hearing in the high tones. After all these tests, the general letter to the GP, said I probably had the beginning of hydrops, probably an inner ear lesion but nothing really to account for my symptoms, they decided it was vestibular migraine.
Flashing lights are the zig zag pattern you get as an aura before the migraine, I have had this many times. Also suffered bad motion sickness as a child, my mother comes from Austria and we had many long trips from Germany into Austria in the car and I was laid in the back, with a pkt of dry biscuits and sea legs tablets.
Joe, I start the day much as you do. I usually wake feeling a little drugged, cant wake properly, then then the dizziness starts up. The tense feeling you describe, I think is the same as when I feel like there is a polker stuck up my neck into my head, stiff headache, tense. I am sure this is because of trying to control the dizziness.
Scott, I relate to the guitar playing too, I think this is because the head is bent down and to the side (well it is in my case, I have a weird way of holding my fingers when I am playing. I also gave up on fair rides years ago, when someone persuaded me to go on the waltzers and not wanting to be a killjoy I did. Felt sick of an hour after, never again. This illness does take away a lot of the things we enjoy, or should enjoy. When I was in my 20s I just used to get severe vertigo attacks, in between I was fine. Not anymore.
Today, I have no headache just waves of dizziness, it is very humid here. We are going to attempt an art gallery and then the pub by the river. Dont know how long I will last, wish me luck!
Christine