Hi everyone
Sorry for being one of those annoying people who seem to only stop by in a time of personal crisis, wail a thousand wails, grab a tonne of advice and then dissapear… :oops:
HOWEVER, I hope at least this time I am returning with some experiences that some might find interesting/a little bit useful?.. Hope so anyways…
So I kind of felt as though my neuro wasn’t really understanding how seriously this situation was affecting me, he told me that if I got another 40% better then he’d class that as success- which put me off a bit/a lot, and I just didn’t feel I was progressing as well as I had hoped after 6 months. Plus he didn’t even consider VRT- until I bought it up myself. So… I decided to book an appointment with Dr S for a 2nd opinion.
Well, I’m so bloody glad I did. What a really lovely man. So understanding, so kind. I wish I had seen him sooner- bet he’s lost count how many times hes heard that! So… a brief run down of the appointment as I know lots of people are interested to know what goes on:
Appointment:
I explained to him that I had sudden dizziness on one particular day in April, explained how I felt then and afterwards. He told me it was important that I understand what had happened and what was happening. He told me that day in April, a blood vessel in my brain stem area had gone into a spasm. It had left me with the balance damage and the ear symptoms (ie tinnitus, ear fullness, ear crackling when swallowing etc) are because blood vessels going to the ear are like end arteries- there is nowhere for them to go. He asked me if my symptoms excarbated- yes. I told him there didn’t seem to be a pattern to anything- yep normal
Anyways… He also explained that feelings of anxiety etc are often seen in patients like us due to the area of brain affected… Also mood swings… I’m glad he said that- means I can chuck this at the boyfriend from time to time… “It’s my braaaaain!!!” :lol: I’m also so relieved not to be labelled by my parents as a hypocondriac anymore - I’ve had headaches and terrible fatigue for 10 years and Dr S said this has prob been going on for that long.
He also did a diagram of the jug spilling over and explained the notion that we know of things being in there and over spilling.
He did a few of those ‘follow my pen with your eyes’ tests and ‘walk in a straight line’ tests… But the one I’m pretty sure showed up some balance issues for me was when I had to march on the spot with my arms out and eyes closed. When I opened my eyes, I was half way across the room, with my face nearly squashed up against the door, and turned nearly 90 degrees to the right! Hmm! :?
He then gave me the infamous diet sheet. I already cut out cheese, caffeine, citrus, MSG and chocolate (except white choc) a few months back. But Dr S has said to be strict for now and has cut out ALL DAIRY, as well as EGGS, plus anything with YEAST EXTRACT in - which holy moly is in literally everything I seem to pick up and read the ingredients of!- as well as freshly baked bread, chianti , pineapple and bananas… Which also recommends regular sleep, regular meals, no undue excertion/ excersise and avoiding stress.
He then swapped my 15mg of Amitriptyline for 20mg of Nortriptyline and I’m sticking with 50mg of Topirimate at night as I can’t hack any Topirimate in the day (Half an hour after taking 25mg, I’m zombified for 6 hours).
A lot of what he told me, I had found out for myself, but the appointment was worth every single penny. To have the time with such a highly regarded specialist and for a professional to sit opposite, tell me that I wasn’t going mad, what was wrong with me, how we were gonna attack it, and generally understand, was amazing. Even just the understanding how this thing can totally ruin our lives is the difference. I left the appointment literally on cloud 9. I thanked him profusely, told him he was amazing. Wanted to give him a big hug and a kiss but thought he might think I was a crazy lady As it turned out, I had a pretty terribly dizzy weekend, but the thing was, it was 10 times easier to deal with knowing that I’m now under the care of Dr S who knows what he’s on about.
I feel so bloody lucky to have found this forum, found you guys, been recommended the Heal your Headache book by so many people, and then consequently found out about Dr S from everyone here and end up as one of his patients.
Thank you everyone. I really mean that. xxx