Hi everyone
I decided to post because someone mentioned to me that as I hadn’t posted in a while then hopefully no news was good news.
Well that is indeed the case. I’ve been pretty good recently, better than I ever thought possible. I honestly felt at times my brain was so totally scarred by this thing that it would never recover.
To recap, I was doing ok over the summer but then I had a pretty bad crash in late August/early September. Because of this Dr S prescribed Topiramate to add to my 400mg Lyrica. He reckoned increasing the L wouldn’t help.
Well, the top made me feel weird, so, against his advice I increased my Lyrica from 400mg to 450mg. And within 24 hrs of upping the Lyrica, I could feel it doing its magic on my brain and I felt better again. After a week I was fed up of the increasing weight gain so went back down to 400mg.
Which is where I am now. I have been feeling better than I have for years. I have a new job which I love. I have taken 0.25mg Clonazepam only twice in 10 weeks. I have only had the dizzies twice too, each time lasting less than a day and going away after a clon and a night’s sleep. I sometimes wonder if I’m overdoing it. I hope not. I feel I’m getting the balance right between activity and rest. But I have had ‘blips’ rather than crashes.
I’m about 95% most days, but I’m not that great I can forget I have MAV. Oh no. Stand me on a platform looking at a moving train, or get me far too drunk one night and I REMEMBER. But life’s totally liveable. I don’t like the fact I’ve put on 7 lbs and eat like a bird and exercise like hell (which is good for the MAV I think), but it’s worth the trade-off.
I’m prepared to feel ‘vulnerable’ to an attack around my period so I don’t push myself. I’m also taking Oil of Evening Primrose to help with hormonal balance. That’s the only supplement I take. Oh, and I’m still on Dr S’s MAV diet, that’s the one that says no dairy, no eggs, no random pineapples etc. So it could be that, but I don’t think so (I’m not convinced my MAV’s diet related, other than red wine being a definite trigger).
If/when I ‘crash’ again, I’m going to see if increasing the Lyrica temporarily again helps. I’m keen to start reducing it soon, although I’ll wait and see what Dr S says at my next consultation.
So that’s me at the moment. No major breakthrough, no major news, but I feel I owe it to this forum to update occasionally, even when feeling well.
Thanks for all your support
Dizzy Lizzy
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