Talk from Sue Hickey - good stuff to watch

http://vestibular.org/news/11-05-2013/veda-board-president-talks-nursing-students

Great talk from Sue Hickey from VEDA. Interesting she didn’t really specifically talk about MAV though.

Aside from this - I am having a time with motion. Travel, planes and cars really mess me up and afterwards it can take me a day to feel like I’m not still in movement.
The other day I rocked my friend’s baby in the hammock for 15 minutes and felt horribly motion sick after. Again it took me until the next day to feel like I wasn’t still in motion. The other thing that is triggering me is my ipad - the scrolling up and down on screens leaves me feeling pretty rough. Any thoughts from anyone on how to manage this hypersensitivity. Might vestibular rehab retrain this ? Julie

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J – thanks for posting! I have only managed to look at the first few min but will follow it up later today hopefully. What a drag she doesn’t discuss VM! I woke today with some rotational vertigo for the first time since LA in July. Time to get off this Mac. :shock:

Scott - EEK not the rotational ! It has been since July for me too - or late June since my last real spin.
I’m still not on any meds other than 5 mg of lexapro and klonopin or xanax as needed to settle the nervous system.
I’ve had docs recommend either adding Buspar (to take out any anxiety component that may be contributing) or Gabapentin.
I refuse to take migraine meds - especially since the actual rotational vertigo is so infrequent. But some of the other symptoms are sooo annoying. Like right now we have a weather front coming in and my barometric head is letting me know. AGHHHH!

Thanks so much for posting this. I read her book a few years back. It is so nice to hear someone so articulate talking about the way vestibular disorders feel.

I always wonder if she has MAV though. She mentions visual migraines and headaches yet no mention of MAV at all. She still talks about all the different vestibular disorders she has: perilymph fistula, hydrops, BPPV. Maybe someone needs to try her on a migraine med!

Interesting Jem. You’re probably right. Still haven’t seen it …

Jenn - That is what I was thinking the entire time … this sounds like the migraine spectrum.

Two “wow” responses:

Wow, did THAT take me back! and wow! --yes, one really wonders whether she’s ever tried migraine meds. She never mentioned them during that whole hour, and never mentioned that migraine was ever considered as a cause, or contributing factor, to her dizziness. I might be able to give a little historical perspective on that, although I do not know Sue personally nor her history other than what she said on the video.

Why it took me back: I also live in Portland, saw probably some of the same doctors she did (though NOT her “wonderful Dr. Black,” who was actually quite controversial), and I joined the Vestibular Disorders Association (VEDA) after my longtime dizziness got significantly worse in 1999 and I actually started seeing doctors about it. I even worked as a copyeditor for VEDA for a couple of years in the mid-2000s, having been sort of recruited into the job. I heard so much about all those diagnoses (perilymph fistula, endolymphatic hydrops, labyrinthitis, BPPV…) in those years.

So much of what she said sounded so very familiar–the wondering what’s wrong, the search for a diagnosis, the difficulty continuing with your life due to dizziness and cognitive problems, being dismissed by doctors and getting all kinds of different diagnoses, right or wrong. I’m sure many of you could identify with the whole process, too.

Several months after my sudden hearing loss and worse dizziness (when I sneezed hard in July 1999), I was referred to a neurotologist here (Dr. Wilson) who thought, due to the sudden “trauma”-related onset, that I might have a perilymph fistula, which Sue was diagnosed with. (Unlike in her case, my hearing never improved; I remain with a severe-to-profound loss in my left ear.) Surgery did not confirm a perilymph fistula in my case, and through all the years I never got a diagnosis for the dizziness. Migraine was never mentioned, and whenever I brought it up with doctors, the idea was dismissed as a possible cause of my dizziness.

When I got the tentative diagnosis of perilymph fistula (PLF) in November 1999, I googled it (well, I don’t think Google existed then, but anyway I searched for info on it) and discovered an e-mail list called Dizzinews, and stayed up way too late that night reading, with relief and amazement and excitement. People who GET it!! They’re talking about BRAIN FOG!! I am NOT the only person in the world who feels this way! It’s NOT just that I need to get hold of myself, slap myself across the face, and just wake up and concentrate!

So I spent the following years of continued weird symptoms (some unrelated to vestibular/migraine stuff) and lack of diagnosis (I only saw doctors for about 3 years, then gave up, went back to the neurotologist in 2006 but still no diagnosis) reading a lot about dizziness and trying to figure things out. A number of people on the Dizzinews mailing list at that time were patients of this Dr. Black here in the Portland area, and it was a support group that he started that was the foundation for VEDA in I think the early 1990s.

Dr. Black, who was famous for working with NASA on vestibular science (astronauts in zero gravity and such) had a very devoted following among patients in Portland, but he was in conflict with other ear specialists here and also at least one insurance company because it was felt he overdiagnosed PLF. I saw (on the mailing list) so many of his patients diagnosed with this, but they never seemed to get well and most of them seemed to be on disability, despite sometimes multiple PLF operations followed by the kind of very restrictive weeks of bedrest described by Sue in the video. Many of them had migraines! But I don’t remember hearing any of his patients say migraine was taken into consideration as a possible cause of their dizziness. I think it is just not on the radar screen of most neurotologists.

(BTW, I noticed Sue kept referring to an “oto-neurologist”–not sure whether she meant Dr. Black or not. This is not the same as a neuro-otologist–also spelled neurotologist–although both specialize in dizziness. Some people use the terms interchangeably.)

PLF is a difficult diagnosis (ask ichbindarren here and probably others too), and part of the problem is that–as most of you know very well–vestibular symptoms can look the same across many diagnoses. Dizziness, vertigo, headache, nausea, spinning, motion sensitivity, tension, visual problems, sound sensitivity, ringing and pressure in the ears, hearing problems, cognitive problems, grocery stores… you can say it’s Meniere’s, hydrops, BPPV, perilymph fistula, vascular loop, mal de debarqement, or I don’t know what all, and there is a huge, huge overlap in symptoms. This is why the ear field has so many controversies, so many doctors who seem to have their own favored diagnoses that the majority don’t agree with.

Sue obviously has a long and complicated history and a severe illness, with some symptoms and circumstances suggesting migraine (onset in her 40s, recurring attacks, light sensitivity, and of course a clear history of migraine), but other symptoms, and presumably also test results, that don’t fit with migraine.

I too find it amazing that (to judge from her talk alone–the full story might very well be different) migraine was apparently never considered by her or by anybody. Maybe not as an explanation for all her symptoms (and we don’t know the specifics of her vestibular testing, which may well have shown things indicative of her other diagnosed conditions, and certainly BPPV is very specific and easy to diagnose), but with all the knowledge out there now about how common vestibular migraine is, and with her still so disabled by her illness and so clearly being a migraineur, you’d think someone would suggest a trial of prophylactics.

It was interesting because that mailing list (Dizzinews) was populated not only by a lot of Dr. Black’s patients all diagnosed with PLF and endolymphatic hydrops, but his nurse–who was also one of the doctor’s PLF patients–was also a member. So was Tom Boismier, a vestibular-testing specialist whom some of you may have seen on other forums. Tom is really smart and evidence-oriented, and I was shocked when he once said, early on, that he thought many of the undiagnosed people on the list were probably suffering from migraine-associated dizziness. Now I realize he must have been right! He was pilloried on the list for his skepticism that PLF occurred as frequently and as spontaneously as Dr. Black believed it did, and I remember some pretty frank exchanges between him and the nurse. Most neurotologists (at least in those days–I don’t know if it’s changed) were very skeptical or disbelieving of spontaneous PLF and only considered it in cases of clear sudden symptom onset with something like barotrauma, as in my case. (Sue had had the plane flight with a cold, but she didn’t mention feeling any sudden symptoms at the time of the flight and only apparently got the symptoms the next morning.)

So, to get back to the point, maybe the reason Sue never mentioned migraine in her talk is that no one ever suggested it to her as a diagnosis, as the famous Dr. Black had diagnosed her with PLF (and the diagnosis is a relief that desperate patients can really latch on to and then hang on to, because there is treatment for it–I remember thinking how lucky I was that I had a treatable condition and was going to get over the dizziness after the surgery, ha ha) and no one ever strayed from the set path of PLF, EH, and BPPV. And maybe those diagnoses are correct, but of course one REALLY has to wonder what a migraine drug might do in a case such as hers.

This was all no doubt TMI and of course only reflects my personal experiences and what I saw and heard during those years. I certainly don’t know anything about anyone else’s history, just my own. (And I am always very grateful that my dizziness problem is relatively mild and that I’ve been able to continue working through it.)

Julie, thanks for posting this link. Very interesting. The most important thing about it is that the nursing students heard how it feels to have a vestibular disorder, how difficult it is to get treated and diagnosed, and how it affects your life. Good for Sue for publicizing this and sharing her story. I could sure identify with her difficulty in talking with people, a crowd, for any length of time–that was a big problem for me in the past (not really now), and I’m sure many of you can too. That wasn’t easy for her to sit in front of a roomful of people and talk for an hour.

Nancy

so i didnt listen to the talk but i have read her book- i cannot believe in all this time no dr has mentioned plf- nancy, did she say she has gotten any other opinions since dr. black? i think mav was probably not as well known at the time but that dr. literally wasted years of her life on this supposed “bed rest” for plf- only to discover thorugh surgery that she had this congential defect in her inner ear (at least in one of them maybe both) that wouold make it IMPOSSIBLE for the fistula to heal on its own. Her book is depressing and heartbreaking and it sucks that this happened to her before the internet. I certainly hope she has gotten other opinions i have no doubt that mav has to be playing a role here…

she also mentions in her book her thought of maybe getting a second opinion- but it sounds like she never did…and basically wasted years of her life on “bed rest”- this “crowd motion sickness” she described in the book totally sounds like mav…

at one point in the book it also mentioned that during sue’s “bed rest” she started getting headaches and dr. black thought that was a sign that her fistula had reopened??? what??? headaches as far as i know are not a fistula symptom- but hey guess what- they are of mav!

yea so i just watched it it really seems like she never got more opinions other than from dr. black who i think died recently…interesting she has been doing rehab exercises for 12 years or something but have they really even helped???

she is also incredibly lucky that her hearing came back on its own despite the fistula- i think that is pretty unheard of actually- once its gone its gone- i saw one article of someone who lost a lot of hearing with a fistula but bc they had surgery so quickly to repair it she regained almost all of it- for this woman to get it back is amazing.

Hi Sarah–yes, in the days before the Internet or before there was as much information available on it, patients had to rely more on their doctors and whatever their particular doctors happened to know or not know… and it’s true that MAV was previously much less recognized. She did have quite an ordeal.

Now that you mention it, I do remember in all the PLF talk on the mailing list in those days, Dr. Black’s patients kept mentioning headache as being a prominent symptom of PLF, which always seemed odd to me.

Yes, she was lucky to get her hearing back! My understanding was that if a hearing loss is due to PLF, you want to fix it quickly. But apparently her hearing came back on its own.

I listened to the whole talk and it wasn’t clear whether she had consulted other doctors recently. Yes, Dr. Black passed away awhile back. (Dr. Hain wrote on his site about Dr. Black: “In regards to his career, he is probably most remembered for his controversial surgical handling of perilymph fistula in the 1980s, as well as his publications regarding bilateral vestibular loss.”)

dizziness-and-balance.com/history/black.html

My neighbor was a nurse in the neurology department at Dr. Black’s hospital and told me that she and the other nurses could never understand why he was doing all these surgeries on people. A couple of other professionals in the “ear world” here who I know in my personal life (relatives of friends) reacted similarly–he was definitely thought to be out of the mainstream. I am glad I never ended up as his patient, but on the other hand I never did get a final diagnosis of anything, nor serious consideration of migraine as a cause of my dizziness either, despite consulting the best local specialists.

(Of course Portland had another quirky neurotologist whose laughed-at idea turned out to be RIGHT and is now a standard treatment: Dr. Epley’s BPPV manuevers. Other doctors used to laugh at him and ignore him, until time proved him right. You never know.)

Nancy

Thanks for all that background history Nancy, really interesting. I guess it shows the importance of staying connected with other sufferers as time goes on because medical knowledge changes and if you just go away with your diagnosis long term and don’t keep in touch with forums like this then you won’t get the benefit of updated thinking and treatment approaches.

I have actually emailed VEDA and a lady said she will pass on this info to Sue Hickey as I would hate to think she has not explored an avenue that could possibly be of much help to her.

that is great of you jem good thinking for doing that!

I’ve made it through exactly 14 minutes of this talk. I haven’t got to the part where she talks about what it is she thinks she has but I am assuming she does not think it’s migraine from what you guys have written.

Guys – from what I’ve seen so far she may as well have VM stamped on her forehead. How is this being missed by specialists?

– Viral illness followed by what appears to be a big bang moment
– migraine positional vertigo as described by Prof Fife
– persistent dysequilibrium
– the perception of “dizziness” both internally and externally
– constant nausea
– deafness that came and went
– constant tinnitus
– one solid year of “headaches” that became migraine (in other words non-severe to severe migraine headache)
– diagnosed with CFS – we all know is very migrainous (see Prof Silver notes)
– Muscle aches (flu-like symptoms?)
– vision problems – light sensitivity (she had to close the blinds in the room)
– sound sensitivity
– migraine headache triggered by visual stimulus

If that isn’t a migraine case straight out of a textbook I don’t know what is. I might try and contact her.

S

I actually had a reply from Sue. I sent her a link to this forum. I hope she doesn’t mind me sharing what she said about this:

“MAV has been suggested at several points in my vestibular history and about 2 years ago I decided to try the migraine medications. Unfortunately I couldn’t tolerate them – the side effects were far worse than the headaches and vertigo for me. At this point I believe I either have MAV or complex, recurrent BPPV. My headaches have diminished in frequency over time for which I am very thankful … and the vertigo just comes and goes.”

Thanks Jem.

Unfortunately, another migraine thing for some of us is problems with tolerating medicines of which I am also one. You have to keep at it though until something sticks. I wonder what medicines she has tried so far? Maybe we’ll here form her on this thread.

Yes she didn’t mention which meds she tried. Possibly not all the options as there are so many things to try that could potentially take a few years alone just trialling meds. Would be great if she posted here!

What a bummer that migraine meds didn’t work for her. (At least not the ones she tried.) But that answers our question, anyway.

I’ve always wondered if migraine does permanent damage to the brainstem and then when the damage is already done, the best you can hope for is just preventing further damage if you are still having migraines. And trying to get some symptom relief from different types of meds.

It’s great that the nursing class got to hear her story. Now, who else needs to hear it? (All together now:) the MEDICAL students!! I hope that’s next on her/VEDA’s/OHSU’s agenda.

I thought one point she made was really important for anyone in the medical profession to know and to always keep in mind: sometimes there is some circumstance in a patient’s history (event, symptom) that the patient never mentions because they (not being medical professionals) don’t know that it might be relevant–and yet it’s a key point for the correct diagnosis. It comes up years later (as I think it was in her case), and makes a big difference in the doctor’s approach.

So the doctor, or nurse, or someone, needs to ASK the question. (Such as, maybe: “Is there a history of migraine in your family?”) Of course they can’t ask everything and foresee everything, and the more they ask, I suppose the more symptoms or circumstances the patient will report, which may serve only to muddy the waters. Which I presume is why they focus only on the “chief complaint” and don’t want to hear a big long story or a big long list of symptoms–which WILL get you labeled a hypochondriac (or whatever the favored term of the era is). But maybe the event or circumstance that the patient DOESN’T mention and the doctor doesn’t ASK about, or give the patient time to think of or mention, maybe that one is a key.

I have always wondered, for example, whether my initial MRI and symptoms–before I ever went to a neurologist–would have been looked at differently, whether the MRI report would have actually mentioned the existing small lesions instead of simply reporting “no acoustic neuroma”, had the ENT who diagnosed the hearing loss not been in a bit of a rush the day he ordered the MRI. When I’d come back for that second appointment after the unsuccessful course of prednisone, I had done a bit of reading about the cranial nerves because he had mentioned Bell’s palsy as an example of how a virus could attack a nerve, as perhaps one attacked my hearing nerve. It had dawned on me that maybe those excruciating facial shocks I’d had a few weeks before my hearing loss were NOT just a “sinus” thing, as I’d vaguely assumed, not knowing the first thing about ears or sinuses or cranial nerves. So I was going to mention the shocks to him, but I forgot until he was getting up to leave. I said “Ummm…” and he said from the doorway “What?” but I didn’t want to keep him from his next patient for something I thought probably wasn’t important, so I said, “Oh, nothing.” Now I recognize that the shocks were probably an episode of (bilateral) trigeminal neuralgia, which MIGHT have made them look more closely at my MRI and take my symptoms more seriously from the get-go, instead of having me labeled by the first neurologist as someone who was just “paying too much attention to the sensations in your body” (because I got more symptoms in the intervening weeks) and establishing that characterization of me for future doctors to gladly follow. The taint of the “hypochondriac” label follows you forever. So I’ll never know what might have happened if the ENT had just turned around and said “No, really, what was it you wanted to say?” Or if I had just been the annoying patient who insists on “getting all her questions answered.” (I tried that later and it doesn’t really work, either.)

I also wonder if the second neuro I saw would have even mentioned MS, and started me thinking about that disease, had I not told him about the electric buzzing I got in my lower body when I bend my head down. It was just one among many weird symptoms, and I nearly left it off my stupid three-page list of symptoms as I tried to pare down the list (ha). But that was the one symptom he seemed to think was most telling (until a year later, when I got the “medical student’s disease” diagnosis from him anyway).

The whole path of diagnosis (a dead end for some of us) and treatment (a lifelong experiment for some of us) is so thorny that it’s no wonder doctors and patients both struggle. And I wonder if it’s just going to get worse with masses of newly insured people besieging doctors’ offices after January 1 (here in the U.S., under the ACA) and doctors having less and less time to spend per patient, when there hasn’t been a corresponding increase in number of doctors. (Not that I’m not all for the Affordable Care Act!–because I am.)

Anyway, I think it’s wonderful that such an articulate person as Sue spoke to our future nurses, and I hope she’ll do the same to future doctors as well. And if so, I hope that, although her talk was not meant to be a lecture on vestibular disorders or migraine per se, she will at least mention migraine as being part of her diagnostic trials and as being able to cause dizziness and other symptoms besides headache, so that it will at least be a blip on new doctors’ radar screens when they get a dizzy patient.

Nancy