It’s me again …I feel like I’m going crazy, I don’t want to live like this
Today is day 6 of being on 10mg of nortriptyline, since yesterday day 5 I’ve been worst, my dizziness is out of control, the pressure has increased and I just feel so out of it …it’s like I’m high, drunk and sleep deprived (I’m not) all at the same time.
I want to keep a positive mindset, I want to believe that this is just my body getting used to the medication but I’m so freaking scared that this is the new me, I don’t want a life like this, I really don’t.
Today for the first time I wasn’t able to function at all, couldn’t drive, couldn’t cook, couldn’t walk my dog like I daily do, all I can do is to be in bed