I jinxed myself. Funny how not that long ago I updated my diary saying I was feeling better and then after that boom, bad dizziness, drunk feeling, vision can’t focus, head feels heavy and the floor and walls seem like they are rotating very very slowly …it started happening while I was sitting in the car waiting for one of my girls to get out of school, drove so slow back home because I just couldn’t think straight.
In my diary post I said I was handling the panic better but I guess not. I feel the tears coming, the bad thoughts are starting to creep back, the what if’s are too real right now and of course my instinct was to come here and post.
Has anyone started seeing progress with meds and the quick after go back to being miserable? I have so much hope put on Effexor but my biggest fear is that it’ll stop working before I can even be well long enough