Hi everyone,
New here! Hope you’ll indulge me a quick rant.
I’m six weeks back into the world of 24/7 being dizzy (and disoriented, sensation of movement, difficulty focusing, feeling of being pulled down, tinnitus, etc., etc.) and I’m pretty devastated about it.
This all started in 2007 when I was 23 with a sudden onset of vertigo which quickly settled into constant dizziness. I was a year and a half before I felt fully back to normal, and got very little help from the health system – lots of shrugged shoulders, a “probably” diagnosis of vestibular neuritis, and assurance it would go away soon.
I had multiple relapses over the next 8 years, varying in duration and severity (always months on end though), but got pretty good at managing them eventually. My 2015 relapse was months but I barely missed a day of work and pushed through to live my life. I don’t know if the symptoms ever fully went away. I think I got used to a baseline light dizziness, which would get a bit worse if I was sick or triggered by environmental stuff. But really I was operating mostly as normal for about 10 years until BAM, it’s back, and it’s as bad as it’s been since the first time.
Lots of theories on why it has come back, including a physio who suspects VM, and some concurrent symptoms in gut and head I’m convinced are related. But I’ll save that for a different thread.
What I wanted to raise here is how frustrating this illness can be because nobody understands how disabling and frankly unbearable the symptoms are, especially when they’re 24/7. I try to explain but people just listen and think “oh being dizzy that sounds annoying” and wonder why I don’t feel comfortable going out for lunch. I even find it hard to understand myself why I find these symptoms so unbearable. But it really is horrible when even sitting down you feel constant motion and disorientation. Does anyone know what I mean?
Anyway sorry to introduce myself with so much negativity. The past couple days have been bad ones after a few slightly better, more hopeful ones. I know more good days are ahead, and I wish all of you clear, steady heads!